Come Back Summer!

So today is the first of August, and living in southern Indiana means that I go back to school in ten days. A lot has happened this summer and last school year as you can see from past post. I really just want to forget about it all, move on from the past. But then I think to myself that if it wasn't for the past I wouldn't be who I am today. I'm going to be a sophomore in high school, but I have grown up so much in the past year that I feel like I should be turning thirty tomorrow. I miss being a little kid, not being able to go to sleep the night before my first day of third grade. Waking up to my mom telling me the bus is coming in a hour and asking what I want for breakfast. Those days are long gone sadly, and now I'm being lectured by my older sister about what she thinks is best for me. I really just want to tell her she isn't my mom, this is my life and body, so get over it.