Dear Mama.

I miss you so much. Things at home haven't been good since you left us. I wish I still had you to talk to about all the drama happening. But then again if you were still here, then there wouldn't be drama.
I wore my breast cancer bracelet today that you got me last year at the race for the cure. It says "Imagine a life without breast cancer..." that thought never really crossed my mind until now. But now that i think about it, a life like that would be amazing, cause you would still be here. I promise you mama that I will become an Oncologist and cure people of the awful sickness that took you away from me and sissy.

                                                                     Love and Miss you,
                                                                                   BooBoo

Come Back Summer!

So today is the first of August, and living in southern Indiana means that I go back to school in ten days. A lot has happened this summer and last school year as you can see from past post. I really just want to forget about it all, move on from the past. But then I think to myself that if it wasn't for the past I wouldn't be who I am today. I'm going to be a sophomore in high school, but I have grown up so much in the past year that I feel like I should be turning thirty tomorrow. I miss being a little kid, not being able to go to sleep the night before my first day of third grade. Waking up to my mom telling me the bus is coming in a hour and asking what I want for breakfast. Those days are long gone sadly, and now I'm being lectured by my older sister about what she thinks is best for me. I really just want to tell her she isn't my mom, this is my life and body, so get over it.