Holidays...

So this past weekend was the first holiday with out her... I thought it was going to be really bad, but it turned out to be better then expected. We still did everything like normal, nothing changed just because one of the most important person in my life isn't here anymore. It was actually one of the funnest times since she passed. A lot of people don't like Black Friday, but I like Black Friday more than Thanksgiving. I love food and all but shopping is so much fun. And all the madness and the adrenaline rush, its just so much excitement! I really can't tell what my life holds for me right now, but I do feel like I'm on an upward path.