Can we please move past all this?

So while being away from home for the past 2 weeks I realized just how crazy my home life is. And of course there was more drama, that I am not a part of thankfully. But I'm sure I will still here about what happened. I wish I was already like 28 cause then I would hopefully be close to graduating from Med school and living on my own only having to deal with my life. It's kind of funny, but sometimes with my dad I feel more like the parent and he is the teenager acting up. I really just wish that this drama would disappear and we could all go back to the way it was, but I guess that would be to easy and nothing in life is ever easy.

Seriously...?

Wow... right when I think things are starting to look better, something happens. Well, crap. Does anything good ever come out of life? I really just wish someone amazing would come into my life and give me a reason to live. A reason to be happy, someone I can trust, love and be loved back. But we all know that there is hardly anyone out there to fit that criteria. 

Time Flies, Seriously.

So I realized today that it was July, which means October is only 3 months away... In 3 months I will be 16, in 3 months it will be a year since my mom past away. That's nuts. I just can't believe its already been that long.